Endless task

As a business owner .. I always feel like I’m not doing enough. Even tho my plate is overflowing with ideas, errands and small procrastination of important things I should be doing. A couple weeks ago I had all this adrenaline rush of ideas that were amazing! I endlessly made tik toks because I had all this inspiration and then as I lay there wondering what’s next, I decided .. “I’m going to make a podcast”. I have no idea where to start and I was looking forward to it but now.. I’m worried. Another thing that comes with being a business owner who uses the platform is that you get imposter syndrome. I want to be different so bad that I feel like I’m just any other person out there. Sometimes I don’t care what kind of activity I get to validate how amazing I’m doing & sometimes I beat myself up. I get the thoughts of not being original. I get the thoughts of who really am I? Anyways, my first interview is Cory! And I’m excited. She also gets these little burst of energy lol 😆 so hopefully we can get it together.. and make some funny content. My goal with this podcast is – to be real! To have people that will inspire me or anyone out there. To show the new entrepreneurs that this is not a walk in the park, the responsibility, the finances, the stress and the constant worry if the business will succeed is not easy, but always worth it when the outcomes are close to what you want. One thing I’m always proud of is how much determination I have, it may not be the most organized determination.. my goals can be written on a napkin at a restaurant at 10pm and end up crumbled somewhere in the dirty laundry.. or it can be written on my iPhone notes and forgotten about. But I always plant a seed- I can say that sometimes things work out & sometimes they don’t- it may be because I didn’t really want it and it was just a idea to keep me busy or I was just lazy and didn’t go through with it. I hope this podcast that has no name works out! I don’t even have a name for it hah I just have questions !

I started the podcast. But soon realized I wasn’t patient w it. So Cory started one and I’m her co host!

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